Crying yes,
Everyone cries for different reason, baby cries for attention.
Young girls cries to win, Young boys cries because they got scolded.
Teenage girls cries to gain attention, to get back something they lose.
Teenage boys cries because of pride.
Woman hardly cries , usually even if they do, they cry when they are alone, when they feel hopeless and helpless.
Men hardly cry as well, but when they cry, you know something is really not on the right track.
As for me, i cry, why do i cry ?
Stress? Feelings of being hurt ? Feeling that you'll lose something soon? To gain attention ? To realease all my feelings when i'm alone ? To make myself feel better?
Yes, i always say when i cry, but i hardly cry infront of anyone else.
But looking back this 12 months, I've cried so much.
I've cried at home, on the mrt platform, in my school's toilet, in a corner, in my room, in the counseling room. Yes , so many, but definitely here's one thing, never did i once cried in front of any living creature.
Maybe it's pride, maybe i don't want them to see and feel upset.
Or rather, no one will feel my sadness until they see me cry, so many post of me crying, feeling emotional on facebook, i think everyone treats it normally nowadays.
But sometimes i wonder, do human act differently when they see someone cry directly in front of them ?
Will they feel more of their pain ?
Or will they just ignore ?
I guess for some people they ignore even if the were to see it.
yes, ignore.....
