School started, projects are overwhelming .
Work is tiring , pushing myself to think of more new business ideas :(
I'm both mentally and physically tired.
Hearing more and more about people judging me these days.
haha , yeah this is always happening to me.
But i've grown to face it positively i guess...i hope so.
Here's how i feel.. i'm so going to just blabbler everything out now, here yes.
Heard of haters hating me , and people disliking me just because of my face :)
Wow, isn't it hilarious ?
Well, they did not even speak to me at all before and they start spreading that they hate me etc etc.
hmm, or perhaps hate is too strong a word to describe , perhaps it's dislike.
Well,
Firstly, you guys claim you guys dislike me just because you see my face and you guys find that i'm unfriendly , not sociable , fierce and kiam pa.
HMM......
I really really envy you guys. How do you guys even know how a person's personality is when you didn't even speak to the person before ? I really want to learn how you guys do it !
I'm born with this face, so i get haters for so many years, it's just mainly because of my face ?
HELLO ?! I'm born with it.
Yes i know , people have commented that if i don't smile , i look like i want to kill people.
But you guys don't expect me to smile when there's nothing on right ?
Most of the time , i have so many things i'm thinking about on my mind, i just don't smile , to you guys out there, that's fierce ?! Arrogant ?! Not friendly ?!
Look at face you guys can see ? Sigh
It's like you're looking at a bowl of TOM YAM soup , looking so clear and saying that it's not spicy at all :)
I mean if you guys spoke to me before , you guys say i'm arrogant , fierce, unfriendly , then it make sense, but i really really really DON'T UNDERSTAND how you guys judge me, by my face ?!
Now i'm saying this, friends close to me will know this ,
When i'm sad, i'm angry, i'm arrogant , i'm fierce, i hate someone , i'm disappointed, i'm thinking of something , perhaps even when i'm having constipation , as long as i'm not smiling ..... MY KIAM PA FACE LOOK THE SAME !!!
Omg , please ! It just doesn't make sense at all ! :(
Secondly,
It's because of how i wear ?
Come on , it's not like i wear spaghetti top and hot pants to school ?!
Just that i dress a little differently, does not mean i'm arrogant and hard to get along right ?
I love japan stuffs, i import dresses / apparels from overseas to wear , means i'm fierce , not friendly and hard to get along ?
Seriously, what's with you guys ? Or is it really just because of my face ?! Sigh.
I have unique and different taste from you guys , i love flowery, dollish , cute, lacy dresses and accessories , it meant i'm acting cute ?! Then what are japanese girls ?!
OMG!
I don't like wearing black tight body hugging dresses means i'm unsociable ?
I hate clubbing , does that mean i'm not part of this world ?!
What's with all these ? Really.
Sigh......
I know people are telling me to let all these pass , we can't possibly satisfy everyone , but what i'm hearing is really not very nice.
Things like i'm living under sugar daddy's money, things like i'm just bimbo with big boobs and no brains, things like i have the stupid mix brat face, things like everything i'm having are provided by men .
HELLO !
Wake up you idea can ? Please ?
All the money i'm spending are either from my parents / my own blogshop hard earned money .
Please...if i had a sugar daddy, will i be rushing all my orders everyday , worrying if my blogshop have customers ?!
So what if i carry branded stuffs ? I earned them cents by cents alright :(
Why do you guys stereotype ?!
Or is it that because you guys are doing it to get hands on those branded stuffs that you guys are holding on to ?!
Those that know me , knows how much i would sacrifice just for them. No matter how tired i am , i will call / text them to ask how are they and if they needed my help.
This is not friendly, arrogant, fierce, not sociable ?!
I might be busy and i may not be able to attend gatherings, but my heart is always with them , sigh .
Here's something....
I'm not arrogant , unfriendly, fierce, it's just my face.
I'm born with it, if you have not talked / interacted with me, you don't have the rights to judge me and start spreading rubbish.
To those who added on and aid in spreading , i feel sad for you , you don't have your own stand , your own mind. You guys are worst than robots. Did they programmed you ? You don't have your own mind ?
Sigh ,
My dear lovelies, please believe me.
Why, why am i always misunderstood , just because of my face that always seem angry ?
I'm unable to choose it too can I ? :(
ps . Come and talk to me, really. I promise ,those are rubbish.. :(
