Saturday, October 22, 2011

school school school

School just started this Monday.

Well will not be going school on Monday due to o levels.

Haha, well in aiming for A so well.

Tsk.

Working and studying is really tiring man.

I dont even get my 9 hours of sleep.

Ahh Damn it okay? Lol.

Now I'm dead tired at workplace.

Hopefully sales today will be like super awesome.

Anyway, anyone looking for tablets or headphones, come look for me.

At bukit gombak mrt during weekends, will try to give you guys lowest price possible.

Ahh got to go back to work.

Bye people, promise a nice post soon.

Hehe.
and rofl, pot calling the kettle black? Lol. Since when low-self esteem people get top sales ? Lol. And oh. You seem so confident, if you really want me to take in all your precious advise, please show yourself, first step, have the courage to write your name :) thank you very much. And just in case you're not sure how ahlian take photo, please go Google and search for the anti-ahlians blog. LOL. Breaking your brains and thinking how to rebut? Save your time.
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Tuesday, October 11, 2011

excruciating pain......


oh no no , don't worry...
this isn't a emotional post or something.

it's a post just to express how i felt yesterday, the emotions and all.

Went out with baby yesterday, 
It was just yet another date with him.

But a short one.

Baby and i are both busy with our own stuffs.

He is busy with his final year project, I am going to start work tomorrow.

I guess I was too emotional yesterday.

Halfway through our date, his friends called him and asked him out for dinner.

He agreed, and this dinner outing was only three hours away.

The moment he accepted the dinner date, i started having all these ah well, weird feelings .

I started telling myself  : " okay if i don't spend these three hours well with him, i'm going to regret. " 

LOL , ok i know it's weird.

Went over to Orchard, ate somethings with him and it was already 7pm when we boarded the train.

Fyi, his date with his friends was at 7.30pm at Ang Mo Kio and he wanted to send me home.

Which means that he is going to be really late if he do so.

So i asked him to drop off at Ang Mo Kio while i drop off at Bukit Gombak.

He agreed, but something really weird happen.

I started missing him a lot. I started thinking about weird things like he is going to leave in 10 minutes time and I am only going to see him in like a week time.

I started hugging him real hard because i didn't know what to do.
hmmmhmmmm, unlike me though.

As the train reach Bishan, I don't know why but my heart started having a really weird feeling.

It's pain, really excruciating pain.

Tears started to form in my eyes, i was holding on to his hands, playing with his fingers, and not letting it go.

I was controlling my tears....

When the train reached Ang Mo Kio, i thought he'll leave, but he didn't .

It was then i couldn't control my tears anymore, i cried.

hmmm, 

I wasn't once like that. 

But well, i guess i'm really missing him.

I guess , he had already became part of me.

I can't explain why and how it happen.

I do not know what was happening either.

But well, i know, i really do love him.


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Wednesday, October 5, 2011

I've grown up, i guess......

Went to a certain candy store for an interview today.

Yes , i go in, but somethings happened and i decided not to work there.

They have their own criteria of hiring girls, pretty, good-looking people.

So when ever you walk pass their stalls, you'll see ah-lians serving you.

To the guys, yes, it's there eye-candy and their reason to go back to the stores again.

To the girls, they might be thinking in their brains , why do my boyfriend always buy me sticky.
 These girls are sick.

 Yes, i admit.

I'm one of those girls that's anti-ahlian ( or whatever you call that )

Girls with thick make-up, false lashes, mouth full of vulgarities, bad morale.

These girls disgusts me, so why do people still hire them and guys still love looking at them ?

In the past, i will just criticize all of them, quarrel with my boyfriend if he tells me that he patronize the sticky can stall , if he looks at those girls.

By when i'm this age, all i think is ,are all these going to change even if i do quarrel with my boyfriend or scold the girls.

No, all these are so common nowadays.

You see ah-lians everywhere.

Social networking websites ( with a full account ) , in arcades, below void decks, shopping centres, bugis, far east plaza, clubs, haji lane,everywhere.

You see prostitutes and pimps now even in the Heartland places like SengKang too.

Can we really do anything about it?

The answer is No i guess.

So i felt, there's no point of me getting so fed-up of them anymore.

Yes, i am an anti-ahlian because i feel they are just one bunch of brainless people out there that keep causing trouble to everyone, or maybe even breaking relationships.

Some people might be enraged after looking at this post of mine, but all i can say is , i'm just giving my own share of thought, nothing much.

I'm just going to treat these people like normal or rather invisible souls roaming around the streets.

yes, this is uniquely singapore.

I'll just bare with it.

Some people may say, just become one of them, then my reply to the people with these thinking is "Don't be a dumb ass, your parents don't give birth to you with brains for nothing"

And to girls out there, don't quarrel with you boyfriend just because of one useless woman outside, it's either you save your energy grab yourself and leave him . Or tell your boyfriend straight in the face that he either choose you or that brainless woman who only know what are LV and not know what are Jimmy Choo.

These women are just trying to 'learn' to be high-class, rich and pretty from the outside of them.
But when you speak to them you know they are totally empty inside of them.

What can they be in the future?

Nothing !

So girls, be smart, get a degree, stand firm.

You either get a husband that has a good taste of woman with brains, or you don't get one.

Because only guys that love woman for their brains can give you a happy life.

So yup.

ps. I think i'll get flame after this is posted. But who cares ? I'm just stating a fact. Think of retaliating? Safe your time.

Friday, September 23, 2011

Betrayal...

I just saw somethings which made me really really shocked.

Now i know why some friends of mine claimed that betrayal sometimes might not be totally done by guys.

Saw somethings that got me so shocked that i was stunned for almost ten minutes, why would he even get into relationship with someone that is married and with kids?

And that woman , knowing that she is married with kids and still doing such things, behind the husband's back?

Yes, some people may come telling me that, hey, somethings might be happening behind closed doors, you won't know, maybe the lady's hubby is giving her a hard time at home, or maybe the hubby is betraying her first.

But no ! Looking through her facebook, recent pictures taken together with her kids and her hubby , looked so much like a happy family. She even went to create yet another account with a fake name just to cater to other guys out there.

Meeting guys during working hours behind hubby's back without hubby knowing, knowing new guys online using fake accounts , meeting them out.

Sigh, maybe some times IT and social networking sites are making all our lives too complicated, people get into affairs so easily.

Broken families and broken hearts, why ?

Why do such things even happened? Why the guys knowing that she's married with kids and still bear to do such things?

Don't tell me it's love, don't tell me that, that's excuses.

Love allows you to hurt people ? Love allows you to break the happy families? Love allows you make the child grow up in a broken family?

Yes, some people might say, i'm exaggerating it too much, mind your own business lady !

But hey, no i'm not .

Things will get worse, do the parents even think of their child ?
Don't the mother even think about how hurt the child will be if their family was to fall apart?

The self-fish thought of the mother, thinking for herself, for herself to have all the fun she want and all the men she wants, what about the poor baby ?

The baby is only so so young. Sigh.

Or maybe, ya, the mum is only 21, she isn't that mature yet, then why marry at the first place? Why give birth when you still want to have fun?

Don't tell me because you guys had a baby before marriage or whatever, you guys don't think with your brains do you ?!

What will happen to the kid ? Sigh ,

Both of you disgust me. A lot.

Adults that's over 20 years of age, can't you guys think ?!

Or is it like what i've said on my Facebook that seriously common sense just died ?

Sigh .

ps: Hopefully my baby boy's not like that, or rather i know he won't be. It's such a coincidence that baby and i was talking about social networking website before he went to bed. Sigh, such a sad thing. :(

Sunday, September 18, 2011

life's great

So long since I've last posted on this lovely blog of mine.

Life's great, although sometimes I have mini quarrels with that lovely baby boy of mine, we still manage to end our quarrel with a hug and a kiss.

Hehe.

Packed myy keyboard back into the box today and used the box as my second table at home.

It's decorated with lovely softtoys that baby caught for me from the arcade, and a table lamp given by baby too.

Haha.

Blogshop business have been going quite well, so Yup.

Life's great. (:
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